Marina Gonzalez

At the age of 43, I had achieved what society considers a “perfect” life. I had a successful career, a loving marriage, two wonderful sons, and a range of social activities and hobbies. I traveled the world and enjoyed good health. However, despite all these external trappings of success, I felt a deep sense of emptiness and depression that I couldn’t explain. It was during my interaction with a group of meditators that I began to realize that my life had been driven by conditioned thinking, and I had neglected the longings of my heart and soul.

In December 2012, everything changed. I made a firm decision to say “YES” to whatever life presented to me and to fully experience my emotions and sensations, even if they seemed irrational or scary. This led me to make radical changes in my life, including getting divorced, sending my sons to boarding school, and letting go of material possessions. With just three bags and a ticket to India, I embarked on a new journey with a heightened awareness and consciousness of my decisions.

During my travels, I found solace and inspiration at the Osho International Meditation Resort, where I had numerous insights and transformative experiences. I became deeply grateful for the facilitators who crossed my path during this time. In 2016, I discovered my true home at Finca el Péndulo, a ranch that became my creative canvas and a reflection of my new life. It was here that I encountered Humberto, and our paths converged as we both embarked on the exploration of sacred medicines.

Through the use of Ayahuasca and other sacred medicines, I realized that the state of consciousness and profound realizations I used to achieve through extensive meditation could be experienced in a single night. I witnessed the incredible power of these tools to unlock hidden emotions, release toxic thought patterns, and connect with the true desires of the heart. Humberto chose Finca el Péndulo as his spiritual home, and I opened its doors to those seeking healing and peace of mind. Witnessing the transformative journeys of hundreds of individuals who have participated in ceremonies has reinforced the purpose of Finca el Péndulo and given deeper meaning to my own path. Though the journey is ongoing, I continue to explore the boundless possibilities beyond the mind, guided by the deepest longings of my heart and soul.