I am a Sacred Medicine Advisor, a plant-educated guide, and a writer whose path was shaped by illness, dieta, and direct contact with the spirit world. At 30, while working as a research assistant at Harvard Medical School, I was diagnosed with terminal autoimmune disease, scleroderma. For years I was bedridden, and for eight of them I used a wheelchair. After trying nearly everything Western and esoteric medicine had to offer, I drank Ayahuasca alone in my apartment out of desperation, guided by an intelligence I did not yet understand. That moment changed everything.
I was raised in a white evangelical adoptive family and within a culture that did not see me, claim me, or reflect who I truly was. Queer, Korean, transracially adopted, disabled, sexually abused, detransitioned, gifted, and spiritually marked, I spent much of my life surviving realities I was never meant to belong to, moving through Korea, California, Arkansas, and Boston. When plant medicine helped me remember the self I had never truly lost, I understood that my story could be rewritten from death sentence to destiny, and that I could walk with others through their own terrain.
Over the past 12 years, I have completed dietas with 11 master plants and am currently finishing two concurrent one-year dietas with Noya Rao and Niwe Rao under the guidance of Maestra Maricela in the Shipibo tradition. I carry the Shipibo name Inkanñabhi, meaning “Harmonious Beauty of the Marosa.” I do not claim to be a lineage holder, but I honor the tradition, the maestros, and the plants as my teachers. My spiritual education also draws from Korean shamanic ancestry, Kirati and Tibetan cosmologies, mythic and philosophical lineages, and direct contact with non-human and cosmic intelligences.
My work is informed by both what supported healing and what caused harm. I have learned from gifted healers and from harmful ones, from Dr. Gabor Maté and Harvard psychedelic researchers to shadow-wielding shamans, and I carry teachings about the power of medicine and its misuse. I do not offer a romanticized view of healing. I offer truth: real transformation asks for integrity, discernment, and the courage to rebuild life from the soul outward.
Mee Ok offers one-on-one sessions through Nectara focused on psychedelic integration, preparation, and coaching. Sliding scale pricing is available to support accessibility.
I work best with people who have recognized their own need for healing and feel ready to grow, whether they have been on this path for decades or are just beginning. I am especially called to support those who live in the in-between: the brilliant and misunderstood, the marginalized, the ones between worlds, and those who feel an intelligence moving through their lives but lack the language, lineage, or community to ground it. They may be creatives, mystics, cultural outsiders, or people carrying early rupture in the body—complex trauma, adoption wounds, identity fracture, or the quiet exhaustion of holding everything together. I also support those crossing spiritual thresholds through grief, transition, and soul-level rupture. My clients often arrive through resonance with my story, sensing a shared sensitivity, perspicacity, or exile. I walk with those who were not broken, only unseen.
My work is relational, intuitive, and grounded in deep listening. I do not rely on a single method or tradition. Instead, I guide people through a holistic process shaped by Indigenous plant initiation, somatic and narrative work, trauma-aware Western frameworks, and the lived intelligence of my own healing. I meet each person as a whole constellation—human, ancestral, energetic, and mythic—and let the work unfold from what is present, while holding it within a larger arc of transformation.
In session, I attune to a wider field of support beyond the human story—the intelligence I have apprenticed to through dieta, ceremony, and lived initiation. I track what is happening in the nervous system, the energy body, and the unseen story beneath the spoken one. No two sessions are alike. Everything is paced by the body so each person’s path can unfold in its own time. The goal is not to become someone else, but to integrate the parts of you that already know who you are.